Thursday, August 7, 2014

Come Back Post

Its been very long since i pened. Life has changed 360 degrees and here i am back at the starting point. Wanting to break free :) . But can i really do it. I have grown extra features in the mean time. Its my family and if i have to fly, it will obviously be with my feathers.

Lately i have been reading a lot and trying to be on track from where i left this world. Not physically , but from the state of mind i was in. I have missed a lot on career, but i have gained a lot personally. Was happy , Was in state of shit and a lot happened. Its come back time, concentrating on what i want. Here i am to lead the way.

Im not sure if i will be able to make the right decision for life at this moment. What ever it is , i should accept the consequences. There will not be a what if i had moment. Hope my decision takes me to a rewarding position. Time should answer this, may be with another post.

Keeping it short and Keeping it open

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

My Family

It would probably be the first essay everyone writes in school days. Im choosing to write again now but in a much much different circumstance when i really miss them. Its been four months ever since i met them though i argufy with each one every day. The most important person i am missing is my sis. Its always wonderful to have a companion to talk about on anything from a small pencil to Career.We grew up pampered n feathered and always wanted to break and explore. Inspired by each other though we don't admit. She always comes to me for any suggestion that starts from choosing a dress to wear everyday. Then were the days she started focusing on friends and she always want to be surrounded my friends, and i know she has a hard time balancing me and her friends till now :)

As younger to me she always want to do wat i do. My mom makes me do things to make my sis work that way :) It still happens. A Complete follower of me with exception when it comes to friends. She can make friends quickly and bond well, which is one thing i want to do it as her follower, but its really a talent she posses. She understands me more than my mom and she is the one who stands me for what ever i do to her. Inverse of my character and really really cool headed. Though mom n dad had never told me this i know she is the one whom i should follow to be self content n be happier.

Kir i am missing u here ...

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Snowy Days...

Snow!!!!! a thing good to watch but not to live with. I was almost pissed of with this slush n winter..i had never experienced such a long n cold winters. Its Canada and i am here in the wrong time :( ... but job doesn't know that. Enjoying and accepting what comes across is again an art of life. Its difficult to practice but not hard.

It was fall when i landed in Canada. It was pleasant days for a fortnight. I had never seen snow n i was eager n in fact very excited for winter to start. The day came when it started with Flurries at night and the next morning was whitish here and there on the grasses. I missed seeing the snow fall. I had to wait for a week for next snow and the weather forecast rarely fails here. It was again during night it snowed , but well enough to make it a flat white carpet. As usual was in early morning rush to office, but i couldnt stop myself clicking a snap of my first footstep in snow :) . It was November that time and the temperature was around zero only when it used to snow. But then that was hard for me who came from a tropical weather.

And then came dec, the xmay for which people here expect snow. I was told feb will be the coldest month. Oh no Coldest!! then wats it now ?? Then came a storm in dec to my astonishment it was zero visibility, Bloody hell how do people drive when they cant see wats next to them. But its not a fact for canadians and I could see good no of cars on the roads. I went out to do grocery with my canadian freinds in car and it was a real wove and the driving skills matter. But trust me its not very cold when it snows. The days after the snow shows you wats cold. Then was the new year 2008 welcomed with ample snow. Strom come now and then dumping snow, and the slush everywhere in days after the storm. Had snow more than wanted :)

Fear of February embraces me and there comes the freak. Its below zero mostly and the wind chill factor and feels like temperature going below -20. One more weekend grocery shopping that month made me lose my nerve. Prediction of early spring brings some hope back :)

Life is all about experience and i will cherish these days in canada. Cheers Canada!

Monday, March 12, 2007

Lo(n)g Z's

Weekend, days to laze n catch up with some personal chores. Sometimes it turns out to be intersting n exciting , but mostly it goes in log Z's.I landed home on a saturday morning to spend the weekend with ma parents n most desperate to eat my moms food :-) . Miles away from workplace, off work, mom around to get that all you need (if the visits are not too frequent ;) ) and atlast in ma room, felt like heaven.

Hmm last weekend for me went in Lo(n)g Z's n the upshots : "i never feel like sleepin again in life". Too much of anything is gud for nothing n it applies well to SLEEP.uff that was the worst headache i ever had in my life.I read recently that oversleeping may also trigger migrane..Damn it !

Thats when i realised Weekends r meant to refresh n getset to start a new fresh week. Life is to live all the aspirations n Catch some Z's with bounds.

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

My first love.....

My first first bi-cycle :-) dad gifted me on no special occasion , but for my nagging since i entered 5th class... it took long for ma dad to realise that i was growing... after the hurdles of long fights, loud cries,false promises(that i will get good ranks) ,dinnerless nights :( , one fine day dad declared "okie, you had grown enough to ride a cycle, we ll buy it this weekend"...(weekend !!!! oh no!! 4 hard daes to go, n'ways let me not bother him more n put myself in trouble, wat if he backs...let me shut up n act smart) ..okie pa agreed..tnx u.

It was D' day..yepieee!..... i was very curious that saturday morning and unusually woke up early n dressed up ... saturday, usually a busy dae in my dad's business. My dad was too busy to remeber that he agreed to buy me a cycle....he was gettin ready asusual with thousand things in mind...he stopped at me in surprise to c me out of bed so early... "oh yeah sorry da i forgot the plan, y dont we make it tomorrow" tomorrow is sunday and no shop :( ... "then i promise we will buy it on monday da" ...without uttering a word i ran back crying ... "y dont u understand da ..see i am busy today and i promise we ll go straight to the shop direct from school" came the voice ofmy dad...looked up @ him with tears in my eyes covering his image... mom was beside me consoling ..."appa will surely buy you da..wave him bye now" told my mom.... okie i will wait...tata dad smiled and was gone..

It was the real D day was 5Pm.... i was behind the school gate grills waiting for my dad, hanging my heavy bag around...there came the image of my dad....hurrah!!!! ran fast to my dad without minding my little sis running behind me shouting: wait de..lift my bag for me(that i genrally do for her )...all set n my dad gave a big smile acknowledging that we are going to the shop... oh yeah there it was, my dream baby(my first love)..the BSA SLR...i know it was too big for me to ride @ the age of 10... but then i know i will grow up to sit n ride it one dae..and that was the cycle of choice n style that age :) ... my magic journey started that dae(yes offcourse i got the longing for cycle after watching the film anjali :-) )...yepieee got my dream cycle n was in cloud nine

I was too curious to let it delivered @ home... "pa i can ride it to home ..i need no help,trust me pa" and didnot wait for my dad's ackw' ..i was gone....on the busy roads for the first time with pride n cheer.....rushed home with my beauty to show it to mom....she knew i will be in anytime n was waiting in the gate(thats what a mom is - isn't it??).....wanted to show off to my neighbours ;) and i went riding the whole evening to evening snack,tution,homework ... u know i was in my school attire the whole dae till i went to bed.

unfortunate for school was 7 kms away from my home and so i can ride the beauty only on weekends. i was the senior in my street and so all ma kid( i call myself grownup :) friends Q up to sit for a ride( access denied for riding :)) ... up the roar when its the vacation n when all my freinds come home from their hostel ... those daes evergreen ....really those where the best days of ma life